New Music Reviews Coming SOON!

A few weeks back I did a blog that was an artist review. I got some good feedback suggesting that I do more...Honestly, that was a pretty hard post to put together. It was rather time comsuming and fustrating lol. Buttttt. I figured that it might be a cool idea to do weekly posts regarding new or hot music I have come across. Lemme know what you guys think!!

I am going to get it up and running asap. so look out for the weekly post titled "by my standards"

fuck a nigga. money makes me cum.

Hey Everyone!So...As usual I’m up early on my grind, getting some work done. And I had alot of things on my mind so I figured I would blog it!

I’m a women who loves everything about money...The way it feels, the way it looks, and the way I know how to make it and spend it. I’m focused and I got my eye on the prize...I don’t got time for drama or anything that is bad for business. I am very determained and have been told that I have a drive like no other. PR is my thing (in case you didn’t know), and just know that by the time I graduate from college in 2011..."Bianca Turner" will be a household name. I don’t understand how people can say they want something so bad and make no effort to achieve their goals. Just doesn’t make no sence. Yeah...I am young and naive to the industry but in do time, you will see...I got it. All I know is that, if you not down with it then get the hell out my way...Cause I’m making some serious moves. And you know the saying, "...if you can’t take the heat, get out the kitchen!"

So...to everyone who is not serious & trying to make some major moves get out my my freakin’ kitchen!

*Miss Biancaaaaaa*

Welcome to MY world.

People need to stop assuming things about me. If you want to know, ASK ME! (I don’t bite...No, really I don’t). I don’t want people to think I am this high si-diddy bitch, because I am not. Yeah, I am a complicating girl to figure out but I figure that if someone cares enough to try to get to know me then it’s worth my time. It’s not that I think I am better than anyone else, because I don’t. *"I don’t look down on people, I just don’t see noone above me." (hehe)* But, for real...The reason that I am single is because I know what I can bring to the table, I know what kind of person I am...and I haven’t found someone that can comply with those two things. I am not one to settle for anything below the best...so whats the point of rushing things? I laugh, I cry, Im happy sometimes, and other times Im upset. IM NORMAL. When you see me in the club and you ask me to dance and I decline, don’t get all upset and tell me "you aint cute anyways shawty!" like, because obviously I was cute because if I wasnt you wouldnt have asked me in the first place. I like to do my own thing & I dont like people all up on me and touching me. Thats just ME!!! I go out to network, you will not find me in the middle of the dance floor grinding up on some sweaty nigga. You just wont lol. You wont find me in the club with sneakers...I am a women who is about her shit and I know that it’s all about appereance. I got my head on straight so why you mad?! Im not always serious like everyone seems to think...I am probably the biggest clown you will ever meet...and I love people who can make me laugh! Sex for me is not something to be played with. Its not a pleasureable act. To me, in order to have sex with someone, we need to be able to connect on a wholeeeeeeeeeeeee other level...Which ties into the idea of me thinkin’ I am too good for everyone who has ever tried to talk to me...I don’t play games. I really just don’t have time for it. Im so past the childish antics and people who dont know what they want. If a nigga is gonna step to me...best believe he better bring his A game because I just really cant afford to waste my time with people don’t know what they want. Im not rude, Im real. I speak my mind and Im sorry if you are offended by it. Im the shit basically...so stop assuming things about me and get to know me!

Getting to know meee.

I usually don't fill out these little "getting to know me" surveys. butt. i was rather bored. and i figured it wouldn't hurt. here are the results...enjoy!

1. What is your Boyfriend/girlfriends name? No boyfriend over here!
2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?Pink By VS-PiNK...Duh!
3. What are you listening to right now? TeeJay- Hard to find.
4. Whats your favorite number? 24
5. What was the last thing you ate? Chicken over a salad. Yummy.
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?Lets see...I think I am gonna have to say that I would be the red one, ha, I have my reasons.
7. How is the weather right now? Cold.
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Hmm...My Daddy.
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?DENiM, DENiM, DENiM...It’s all about the back pockets baby.
11. Do you drink? I mean...Do you drink?
12. Do you smoke? How could anyone possibly even consider smoking, after seeing all those horriying PSAs?!
13. Ever get so drunk you don’t remember what you did?Yeah, everyone has one too many drinks at least once!
15. Eye Color?Brown
16. Do you wear contacts?No
17. Favorite Holiday?Christmas
18. Favorite Month?JULYYYYYY BABYYYYY (The month a superstar was born)
19. Have you ever cried for no reason?Thats freakin’ dumb. Ive been called a "drama queen" but damn....Naw, I cant say I’ve forced it like that.
20. What was the last movie you watched?I dunno...I dont really like watching movies. I have a problem sitting still for a long amount of time.
21. Favorite Day of the Year?Today, because it is all I am garenteed.
22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?Am I too shy? Naw...I’m not. But I’ve yet to ask someone out.
23. If you could say something to someone right now what would you say?Anything? To anyone? Ummm...Stop being a hater, its not lady like.
24. Hugs or Kisses?Wouldn’t you like to know...
25. Chocolate or Vanilla?Chocolateeeeeee.
26. Do you want your friends to respond to this?Honestly, I could care less. If they do it, more power to them!
27. Who is most likely to respond?JESSICA.
28. Who is least likely to respond?Not too sure.
29. What books are you reading? The Women Who Made Me
31: Favorite movie?Didn’t I say movies werent my thing!32. Favorite football Team?NEW ENGLAND PATRIOTS.
33.What were you doing before this?Being bored, which led me to this.
34. Any pets?Yess, the love of my life; my cat...Pershia and this dog that we treat like a human; Princess Mya.
36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? Light butter for me please!
37. Dogs or cats?Cats
38. Favorite flower?Roses are so sexy.
39. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren’t suposed to be doing? Nobody questions a boss, so nobody is going to tell me something I am doing is wrong. Ha, that was a funny question!
41. Have you ever loved someone?I can honestly say................HELL NO!
42. Who would you like to see right now?He knows who he is...But, I ain’t sweating it because I know he would like to see me now too....In due time, In due time.
43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?One Person, Tatsuka!
44. Have you ever fired a gun?Nope...Guns really aren’t my forte.
45. Do you like to travel by plane?How else was I suppose to be traveling?
46. Right-handed or Left-handed?Right
47. If you could have one drink right now what would it be?You can give me a classic, armerto sour.
48. How many pillows do you sleep with?enough.
49. Are you missing someone?Yeah, something like that.
50. Do you have a Tattoo?Nope
51. Are there people on your myspace page that you would date or go on a date with?Yeah, a few.
1. What does your MySpace quote mean?"Im the barbie that you WISH you could play with..." and it means JUST THAT. I am a freakin’ barbie, and im hands off! If you break it, you buy it!
2. Elaborate on your default photo:The baddest bitch. simply put.
3. How many comments do you have? Something like 1000
4. What’s your current relationship status?I’m married to the money && that is till death do us part!
5. What exactly are you wearing right now?...I began to answer this question, then I looked over it agian, and I noticed the word "exactly." Thats a a little too creepy for me. I have clothes on. damn.
6. What is your current problem?Where do I begin?
7. What do you love most?God & The fam.
8. What makes you most happy?Being around people that I know genuinely love me.
9. Are you musically inclined?I dont sing. I dont rap. I dont write songs. None of that. But if you are into that holla at me www.myspace.com/poshmedia because I do promote.
10. What would you do if you woke up one morning and found out you were on cocaine? See..That would never happen.
11. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would it be?...NO CREDIT CARDSSSSSS
12. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what would you be?This question is stupid. So, I am going to skip it.
13. Ever have a near death experience?Not yet, and I am hoping that I wont.
14. Name an obvious quality you have?I’m loud.
15. What’s the name of the song that’s stuck in your head right now? Touch My Body Remix Feat. The Dream
16. Are you happy today?Yes, I am really happy I had a GREAT day.
17. Who will cut and paste this to first?...Running out of questions, are we?
18. Name someone with the same birthday as you:The lovely Jennifer Lopez.
19. Do you have a crush on someone?A "Crush"? I dunno about that, but I am interested in someone.
20. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?Haha, yes I did. Once...
21. Whats your biggest mistake?Not too sure.
24. Say something totally random about you?I love the feeling of my feet in the sand.
25. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?Yeah, they said I looked like this chick Bianca Turner, or something.
26. Are you comfortable with your height?What?! Are you kidding me? I love it
27. What is the most romantic thing someone has ever done for you?That ain’t yo business.
28. What is your favorite smell?It's the color green.
29. What’s something that really annoys you? Trashy females.
31. Do you give random hugs and kisses?Not really the affectionate type.
32. What’s the latest you have ever stayed up?It’s 2:30 now...I will probably be up until about 5am....But I can stay up for days!
33. Have you ever been rushed to the emergency room?Not rushed. But have I been in there? Yeah a few times.

WTF.

Yesterday, I was waiting in line at the supermarket and I noticed that on all the tabloid covers it was Mariah Carey & Nick Cannon dressed up almost as if they were getting married...As I laughed and walked away I kept thinking... Wow these magazines must really be running out of topics! Yeah, right...Mariah Carey and Nick Cannon are married. Haha. Then...When I got home and told my mother, she brushed me off, like "That's old news, your late." At this point, I began to get confused...Did I miss something?

I just want to know, what the fuck is wrong with them. Wasn't Nick Cannon already dating some model? Or were they engaged? Either way, I'm really questioning their sanity right now. As I watch Mariah talk about her new hubby and their wedding on various shows, it sounds almost as if she thinks its normal.

If it wasn't enough that they got married after dating for a few weeks, they had to really make it official and get tattoos. How many times do I have to drill this in peoples heads? MATCHING TATTOOS IS A CURSE ON A RELATIONSHIP. When I saw the size of Nick's tattoo I thought it had been digitally placed on his back as another publicity stunt.

I don't know what this world is coming to...But, I think that people need to get it together. Because this is outrageous.

I wish them the best of luck....but, I really can't say I think it is going to last very long!

Keppin' it Real!

I've never really been one to follow politics or the presidential race. Not because I wasn't interested, but because I never felt strongly about any of the candidates. They have always seemed fake to me. When you don't personally know someone it's hard to trust them. How am I suppose to know you actually care about ending poverty? ...Coming from a millionaire, that's hard to believe. To me, people in politics are not real people. With a team behind them, they almost just have to show up to places. The rest of the work has been done for them. From the speeches, all the way down to what they are going to wear it all planned. This year, it's a different game. With a women & a Black man going head to head, its so hmmm....."Un-American." And I like it, because change is good. I know that it isn't possible for all voters to have a personal relationship with their candidate of choice, but a sence of trust is necessary, and that is what I have found in Barack Obama.
The Obama family is changing the face of America, everyday. Not only are they African-American, but they are REAL PEOPLE! When I hear Barack Obama speak I feel like I'm sitting in my living room having a personal conversation with him. Now, now, now...I know that there is alot of speculations that African-American people are only voting for him because hes Black, but I really don't agree with that. I wholeheartedly believe that the reason that America has fallen in love with this man is because we all can relate to him in at least one way. Unlike other candidates he didn't "change" for his campaign. He still gets his hair cut in the same barber he has be using for years in Chicago, despite his new lifestyle. Obama is a family man, and you can see that his wife & daughters mean way more to him than becoming the president.

I actually believe everything Obama says, and believe that he will lead us in changing America for the better.

GO OBAMA!

Like Family

When "Santa" brought my brother & I our cat Persia 12 years ago we were so excited! We played with her everyday, and fought over who was going be lucky enough to feed her. As we grew older we slowly became distant from her and she was in the way all the time...We never played with her, and the last thing we wanted to do was feed her that NASTY cat food.

Yesterday she went into surgery to get three tumors removed. Of course since I am the college student home for the summer, I got stuck with taking her to the vet. The night before her surgery I complained about having to wake up at 8am to get her there in time. But as the morning approched I began to feel sorry for the poor thing. As I tried to put her in her "Pet Taxi" and then in the car, I couldn't help but notice her little paw trying to escape her cage and her lonely cries. It was then that I realized that she was really like part of the family. As I walked up the vet's door I was hesitant, unsure of what they had planned to do with my cat. Thoughts like; was she going to be in pain? Is she scared? ....all went through my head. It wasn't though until I drove away that I began to get scared. As the doctor called me periodically updating me on Miss Persia I began to count down to the time we could pick her up.

When 5:45pm finally rolled around, and we picked her up...I felt like my brother had just had surgery or something. When they brought the poor thing out she was laying in the back of her cage in silence. She didn't have anything to say to us. Poor thing...We put her in her cage, brought her to this strange place and then she wakes up and she is all cut up.

Now...My brother is a jock. He thinks that hes like the "cool football player." So, I was surprised to see him so touched by her state. He was worse than me! Haha, actually both him and my Father were worse than me.

I think that my cats surgery has really made us appreciate her, and realize how much a part of our family she is. So the next time you yell at your pet, or treat it like crap, I hope that you all think twice.

Letting Go.

Life is full of disapointments. You can't please everyone & everyone is not going to please you. Some things are worth fighting for & others aren't. Letting go seems to be the biggest challange though. We think we've let it go, we anylaze it, we understand that we longer want it or need it, and we let it go. We relax and it comes right back.

Lately I been stressing myself out over an old friendship, gone wrong. Although I have moved to Atlanta I have not forgotten about the people from home & never will. Without them I wouldnt be who I am today. I've tried time after time to pick up the pieces of what was left of this friendship....but it just doesn't seem to be as important to the other party as it is to me. I've heard that sometimes people come in & out of your life like seasons to teach you something...Once the lesson is learned they move on. you move on.

Well, what happens when you aren't ready to move on? Sometimes it is just best to let some things go! God already has a plan, and everything happens for a reason. I've realized that the world isn't going to stop. Life moves on, and sometimes you just need to put down the crutches and get together enough stregth to walk by yourself. You cant force anyone to do anything and you definatly can't force anyone to say something they don't want to say.

When I'm standing tall tomorrow..Looking back at yesterday..Through the memory of my sorrow. How the dawn was so far away? I'll be far beyond the shadows..Where hearts can learn to shine .And I'll realize..The endless night was only a moment in time.

Romans 12: 19-21

Dear friends, never avenge yourselves. Leave that to God. For it's written, "I will take vengeance; I will repay those who deserve it," says the lord. Instead, do what the scriptures say: "if your enemies are hungry, feed them. If they are thirsty, give them something to drink, and they will be ashamed of what they have done to you." Don't let evil get the best of you, but conquer evil by doing good.

I'm throwing in my towel...I think God can take it from here.

Artist Spotlight: R.City

Today, you cannot turn on the radio without hearing about how many kilos someone is pushing or how many "bitches" they have. The industry has been flooded with this type of music. Why? Because it is what sells. Although it may not be the most appropriate music it is what people want to hear. This music has become so natural to us that hearing music about anything positive is uninteresting and unwanted. But Virgin Island natives R. City have found a way to connect positive lyrics with great music. With a crazy fan base back home, and a growing buzz in the states they are redefining the definition of real music.
Growing up in Houzin, St. Thomas R. City are no strangers to the ghetto. Despite their surroundings they never sold drugs, went to jail, or killed anyone...They don't drink nor do they smoke and they are proud of that. R. City are two real men that talk about some real shit.
The Interscope/Konvict group R. City offers a unique style of hip hop with a splash of Caribbean flavor that I think everyone should check out! www.myspace.com/rcitylive . People need to stop trying to be "in" and quit listening to that garbage we call music, and take the time to explore something fresh with a positive message for once.

***If you are interested in booking R. City you can contact Biddy at Biddy@Tmail.Com***

Girlfriends?

One of my all time favorite shows would have to be Girlfriends. Every week I used to faithfully watch Girlfriends watching these four young women live out their dreams & support eachother while doing so. The reason that I was so into Girlfriends was because these four young women were four strong, Black young women. As I would watch these episodes week after week I wondered where were my girlfriends?

Because of my personality, it has never been hard for me to make friends and people have always been naturally attracted to me. But, I have always been missing that sisterhood and bond.

When I thought of college I thought of a new "grown n' sexy" life. Out with the old, and in with the new. I figured that since I was starting a new life I would be able to make friends that I could create this life long bond with. Negative. I can count the amount of friends I have made on my fingers.

Don't get my wrong, I have great friends whom I love to death...but, I want my girlfriends!

Continue reading my blog to find out if I ever succeed in my search for my Girlfriends!