Letting Go.

Life is full of disapointments. You can't please everyone & everyone is not going to please you. Some things are worth fighting for & others aren't. Letting go seems to be the biggest challange though. We think we've let it go, we anylaze it, we understand that we longer want it or need it, and we let it go. We relax and it comes right back.

Lately I been stressing myself out over an old friendship, gone wrong. Although I have moved to Atlanta I have not forgotten about the people from home & never will. Without them I wouldnt be who I am today. I've tried time after time to pick up the pieces of what was left of this friendship....but it just doesn't seem to be as important to the other party as it is to me. I've heard that sometimes people come in & out of your life like seasons to teach you something...Once the lesson is learned they move on. you move on.

Well, what happens when you aren't ready to move on? Sometimes it is just best to let some things go! God already has a plan, and everything happens for a reason. I've realized that the world isn't going to stop. Life moves on, and sometimes you just need to put down the crutches and get together enough stregth to walk by yourself. You cant force anyone to do anything and you definatly can't force anyone to say something they don't want to say.

When I'm standing tall tomorrow..Looking back at yesterday..Through the memory of my sorrow. How the dawn was so far away? I'll be far beyond the shadows..Where hearts can learn to shine .And I'll realize..The endless night was only a moment in time.

Romans 12: 19-21

Dear friends, never avenge yourselves. Leave that to God. For it's written, "I will take vengeance; I will repay those who deserve it," says the lord. Instead, do what the scriptures say: "if your enemies are hungry, feed them. If they are thirsty, give them something to drink, and they will be ashamed of what they have done to you." Don't let evil get the best of you, but conquer evil by doing good.

I'm throwing in my towel...I think God can take it from here.